before we moved into our current house my sister and i always said that we were going to watch greys anatomy in bed together and make popcorn and watch movies together, and tonight was actually the first night that we did. if her and her boyfriend break up maybe it wont be such a bad thing because i can have my sister back and she can learn to be alone again and we can go out together like we always said we would. and we can move back into my dads house for a while and be a happy family and cook together and spend heaps of time just watching tv together and talking. and then we can find our own place together and decorate it how we want to and only buy yummy foods that we want and cook all of the meals that we’ve always wanted to. and i wont have to live with jarrad and ryan any more, which i hate because they are insensitive and rude and fucking stupid. i’m trying to see the upside of an otherwise terrible situation.
